Let's start this day as fresh as You !!!

Good morning Sunny Boy 🌅

Why are hiding behind 

the clouds my boy 

Still could see you

Cause of your penetration 

Through the clouds 

Still could feel you

Cause of your warmth

All over the place 

Let's start this day 

As fresh as you !! 

22

How it would be when oneself sees something even before it happens.... 

In the earlier i never believed in dreams, Visuals but yes i believed in clairvoyance, clairaudience... 

But now i feel all these are more beyond us. Only higher power could do these. And when we surrender to the Cosmic we may or may not be shown all. But do we really have wisdom to see those. Even after seeing do we have wisdom to understand it ??? 

Witnessing a couple of Visuals. Of my own, my dear ones and my circle too. Some happened in couple of months. Some happened in couple of years. 

Visuals of these souls at the start of the day 22 december. The number 22 has something or I don't know how its connected. But this one shared Something Very beautifully. And yes the soul too. It's so surprising to see visuals

And just a couple of minutes earlier only the soul was trying to connect (but I didn't connect as i was somnolent) How does even the soul know it ??? 

I wish these souls a very happiest life. 

I know it's not gonna be easy but i see it's happening. Pancha boodhas and the cosmic are with these souls... 

22.12.2024 

A day to remember... 

clairvoyance

Okay

I know that

I am not okay

But 

I don't know that

What is not okay

Still

I m okay 

to be not okay !

Take enough time 

To be okay...

Okay ???

Happiness doubles ❤️🫂

Happiness doubles !!!

Doing something using our hands 

is a really wonderful thing. 

When one is learning to do 

something on their own is awesome. 

And it takes days, months and 

even years to master the same. 

It is like serotonin. 

But when you share the same with others thats when true happiness starts. 

How could it be possible ??? 

When others start doing the same, we will feel like if we have done it. Happiness doubles without doing anything but just sharing how to do it.

Thank you dear for sharing your beautiful start up project.

It has turned beautifully and Very happy to witness this wonderful start up... 

Many more miles to go 🫂❤️

Would love to see all your upcoming projects... 

With so much Love 😍🫂

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Sun's Moon girl

You and I are far away,

But still I could feel you !

How are you doing this !

You make me feel so calm !

Peak to it, i feel stormy inside me..

Effortlessly you give happiness !

And before i dwell thoroughly the calamity starts..

I blush cause of your warmth !

And blanched without enjoying it fully..

Love you so much from far away..

Hoping to be with you soon.. 

Sun's Moon girl,

Raysscribble..

भावधारा

भावधारा

The day to be remembered

for ever and ever... 

The Day of the beginning, 

Again.. 

I know it's a  little delayed

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

Its never late to restart

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

A lot more to travel in this journey,

Yet the day of the beginning, 

Again...

A lot of things are roaming in my mind,

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

A lot of actions to be incorporated or done,

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

A day which has been relived again,

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

22.11.2024

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Aruna with Varuna ❤️❣️❤️

What a blissful morning 🌄☀️

It is so good to start a day with you Aruna and Varuna, that too so gently  !!! The warmth from you gives so much energy to do so called mundane. But very essential 😍🥰. Always Curious to witness you. Seeing you for 4 decades and counting, still wondering you. Wondering with your dedication, commitment, Warmth and yes Love. 

Maybe i love seeing you so do i feel you very special or 

Are you really the Special one. 🥰🤣🫣😉

Hey Varuna, always you left me with ambivalence... But today when you joined with Dawn, the day started so blissfully.. and continuing with so much calm within and around. 

Raysscribble

Radhe Krishna

Omg why do i love Radhe Krishna so much ?!

Just loving the Unconditional Love of Radhe towards Krishna.  I was thinking is it really possible to do so. And I literally wanted to understand, experience, Try, Practice and share with all the creatures of this universe. Yes and i was not at all ready it seems but i was surrounded with so much pure Souls who always stood for me (I mean a couple of my people from my friends circle) 

Vamika (Name changed due to some personal reasons) She is the one who showered her pure Love during my early 20s. The one girl who used to present me for every good occasion of her Journey. I used to wonder why she was like that. I just listened to her whenever we met. And i used to be her best buddy. Maybe she loved me so much that i was just listening to her without any judgement. Maybe I don't know. 

And Yes how can i miss this buddy who is always there for me whether i gave him enough attention or not, but he used to be there all the time. Whenever Unconditional Love comes to my mind, only these two come to my mind. They showered Unconditional love even though i was not soulfully ready to receive.

Last couple of years i started getting attracted towards Krishna. Then slowly Radhe started joining with Krishna. Then comes Unconditional Love. 

I truly believe that My little one has come to show me that

" Hello pls look around already you are surrounded with people who are already and trying to show you too. Open your inner soul to just observe and live. "

People say if you want to know Unconditional Love then know about Radhe. 

The internal potency of Krishna is portrayed as Radha.. 

Omg

Now slowly getting some sort of clarity why do i Love Radhe Krishna and wanted to experience. Now i started seeing other perceptions of Unconditional Love 💕

Dwelling with that...

Raysscribble...

Its your day ! Day of Amu !!

People say that God can't be everywhere. So did he create Mother's. All my childhood i used to feel you are the Second mother.  Even now... Where i always look at you to moving forward.

The one who is there all the time just to receive however, Whatever Am. 

She will just jump to sort out and clear all the mess 😉 whatever done by me. 

And yes that's why i am younger to you ☺️☺️

She is the creater for me to walk in the path of The life. What ever i wanted to do, where she will be ahead of me already knowingly or unknowingly and the Path is almost set for me to have my Catwalk. 

The Toughest One, yet very kind.

But never shown that she is just creating  the safer boundary, maybe even she doesn't know. Maybe... I dont know...

The days where she used to teach me all the subjects And it was easy for me during my schooling and even college. She will ensure that i get it 😁😉 

Whereever she goes, I would be part of. All the time i was a little ahead of my age along with her. 

I had a wonderful Childhood with You 😍😍😍 

So much of Memories.  How we both learnt Cycling. Ha ha ha i was the youngest in the gang and you guys used to cheat me with extra rounds for you all and i used to get very less. The Margazhi days, omg the unforgettable days of ma life time. How we go every street of the place where we lived, singing bhajans, along with our friends. That too early in the mornings. Its not a single day or two but a whole month, Marhazhi. 

She is An Angel... And yes will become a demon too when i dont do what i need to. 😂 But all the time it was for my Goodness only Nothing beyond i see..

Day of Amudha.. 

The Star of my life... 

It's Your Day di...

Happiest Birthday My dear Lovely Sister 🎂🎉🫂❤️❣️🌄☀️

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The Lessons of Life

The Lessons of Life

The most important lessons

of life will be taught

By the closed ones only. 

Or whom we think that they are closed ones....

I know for sure that

It is too difficult to get connected emotionally

With anyone...

It took a decade plus to understand the same... 

And

I know for sure that 

Nobody can hurt like 

How have the closed one hurt...

Emotionally, psychologically, Etherically, physically

will drain so badly...

Will become cold day by day... 

Then freezing takes place very badly... 

Day by day...

When the hurt is too deep

Like an Ocean...

With no tears or very less...

So do the lesson too... 

Very difficult to decode and learn.. 

unlearn and learn...

And the healing is very organic

Like how Bamboo takes time to establish...

But it will heal one day

And I will raise like the Fire bird...

Pheonix...

Waiting !!!

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Raysscribble 

Omg, New perception of mine !!! Want vs Need vs Necessary

Omg, New perception of mine !!! 

Want vs Need vs Necessary 

The highly spiritual people would know it. And they would keep sharing it with all the people. And We the People understand according to our level of understanding only, not to the fullest. When we understand we will also be one of those. 

So far I was thinking only about want. Mostly I was doing what I wanted all these years in their initial life. All of a sudden one day, it hit me hard about Need vs. Want. In the initial I was thinking what is that need, want. Slowly i started understanding it and trying for the same. But today it hit me to the core

"Want vs Need vs Necessary "

Is it really Need ? Even though it is Need, is it really Necessary? 

Pondering with these thoughts now... It is so hard to ponder in this and I'm just choked with this, 

But I still want to dwell on that... 

Raysscribble

Emotion Vs Behaviour

When you are happy,

Share it with others.

Dont force it... 

It has to be felt within !!

When you are in pain

Go through with hope 

That it is gonna be all right

And you are gonna heal...

Just because the Pain is understandable

Does not mean that Behaviour is acceptable !!! 

Emotions are acceptable

Not the Behaviours !!! 

Craziness Overloaded

Is there relationship between craziness and nine months ?

Craziness goes peak in nine months 🤣😹🤣 almost in all scenarios 

Loads of emotions, Physical changes, Biological changes, 

mood swings, lots of dramas within, 

Thyself Reflections, Thoughts Refractions,

Confusions on everything and anything, 

Pushing Extremities,

Realignment on Base, Unlearning,

Learnings of Unlearning and acceptance,

Clarity and then 

Peace slowly enters after 

Accepting and Witnessing. 

Everything goes to I/Ego body, Astral body, Etheric and then Physical. 

And it's not linear too. Lol 🤣 So much interlinked and working so closely which affects either one or more than one. 

Living growing and loving !!? 

Woww Beautiful !!! 

Craziness Overloaded !!! 

#raysscribble

Trust

Trust !!! 

Why do people fear to trust others,  closed ones, or the partner!??

Mmm what could be the base for it ?? 

Does one  believe in Thyself ? 

Does one really say whatever they want to do with so much confidence ?

Does one really do what he/she says 

Watch Thyself. Whether thyself does whatever is said. Just Witness Thyself. When one is not doing what has been said by him/her, then how could she/he trust others ?

One could say whatever they wish to do. If one could do the same, then it's awesome. If the situation is not favouring what has been said then, you need to convey the same that could not do... 

Firstly have faith in Thyself

Believe in Thyself

Trust Thyself

Have confidence to convey things when its not in the expected way. It's a little difficult to do, but it's really basic to do. 

When one trusts thyself, then slowly thyself starts trusting Fellows and then will start empathy towards others.. 

Manasa 

Vacha

Karmana 

#raysscribble

Acceptance !!!

Sufferings 

Trying to know the causes

Knowing the causes

Understandings the causes

Analysing the Causes

Analysing the Sufferings 

Accepting the Same causes 

Accepting the Sufferings 

Gives so much Peace 

Within and around 

But it is a process

Takes hell a lot of time

Accepting the Sufferings with Peace !!!

You are my blue blue sky ❣️❣️❣️

Omg

I could see my little champ in the sky

I could feel in the clouds

I wish i should have held you once atleast 😔

I could only wish you have a wonderful journey wherever you are !!!

Hoping to meet you somewhere in some lives of mine 🫂🫂🫂

You are my blue blue sky

You are my blue blue sky

Love you loads my little champ ❣️❣️❣️

#youaremybluesky

Thats how I am

Sometimes I feel I am everything

Sometimes I feel I am nothing

Sometimes I feel I am the universe

Sometimes I feel like I m just a dust

Sometimes I feel I m the perfection of the cosmic

Sometimes I feel I m the mistake by the cosmic 

Sometimes Why me 

Sometimes if not me, no one can be

Sometimes I feel I am rhythmic

Sometimes I feel I am so discrete

Sometimes i feel "Thats Me" and 

How ever, whatever is me, is based on the situations, people and Dharma of my own. 

" Thats how I am " 

Teachers Day Special

Dwelling in Thyself!

Feeling for Thyself!

Feeling for Fellow Beings!

Shows the path of Thyself!

Thinking through heart always leads

The path of  “Humanism “

 

A Garden

Where one could see the Rainbow colours

Where one could hear the Music of Birds Chirping

Where one could smell all wonderful Aromas

Where one could feel the Warmth

Just be there and dwell in it

To witness Thyself in deep

 

A Journey

Which is chosen by Cosmic has plenty of

Unfold ness, Surprises, learnings, Unlearning’s,

Calmness, Stillness, Peace

Sometimes so much chaotic. But

Surely it has so much plans for next level of

Spiritualism, Knowing Thyself

 

Thinking through Heart

Feeling through Head

Working through Hand

Leads to the path of

Knowing Thyself

 

Happy Teachers Day

A Path to travel

A path of knowing thyself

A path of spiritualism 

A path of dwelling in thyself

A path of stillness

A path of calmness

A path which leads to

To Serve, Love and Give 

I hope the path keeps thyself 

Happy and Calm with loads of Peace !!!

Happy Teachers day !!!

Pure Souls 💕🥰

No words required for Children. 

No explanation required. 

No need to convey anyone about how thyself feel. 

That, what i want to do for children

But not in position to do so

Just Thoughts !! 

And now i witness how fast it travels and reaches the children!!!

And how fast children bounce back with something

Where the total scenario changes There is hope for you to do what you wish to do !!! 

Omg i am little worried now 

Because i must be very clear

What I hold for my little angels !!!

They just like that pick it up 

And showering back the love

With so much 

I m immersed with that !!! 

Love you my little Angels

I wish all my Little angels to have a wonderful and healthy days !!

Oh My dear Sweet Lady

Oh My Dear Sweet Lady

Looking for you 

Searching for you 

Waiting for you

Just wanna feel your warmth !!!

Where can I see you

How will I hold you

When can I hug you

Just wanna feel your warmth !!!

Just by seeing, You heal me

Just by seeing, You strengthen me

Just by seeing, You calm me 

Just wanna feel your warmth !!!

Be my side to feel strong within 

Hold me gently to feel calm within !!!

Yes need loads and loads of love, courage, warmth and calmness !!

Just to be around the little one,

So do she will be fine and healthy !!!

Why cant we learn with ease ?

What is that cosmic wants to teach thyself ?

What is that Sun boy wants to share thyself ?

What is that Moon lady wants to make thyself feel ?

When ever i witness you sunny boy, Moon lady 

I feel like you both want thyself to experience something

What is that???

Why can't you just make thyself learn my learn which you have for ??

Why cant we learn it very simply !!!

Meeting Thyself

 Meeting Thyself 

               We all born to do something which is left in our previous incarnation. I believe that strongly. But I was always thinking this incarnation gonna be the last one. And I used to pray that let me go through all what I need to finish off. I never thought it is gonna be this difficult. The Path of knowing Thyself!! The Path of Meeting Thyself!!

    It was always great to meet thyself earlier. Maybe couple of years ago. Used to enjoy Thyself company. Just sitting in the balcony and do nothing. Just watch outside especially the clouds, sky, Moon and the whole world. 

    It was so much bliss all those days. I needed no company, no outing, not much of social media. Had wonderful normal mundane life where I used to enjoy it with so much Rhythm and routines. House would be neat and clean. Was enjoying the normal and simple routings. The calmness in me was so beautiful. I used to enjoy that. I miss that Calmness and missing that thyself.

    Missing that I Me Myself…

    The journey of Spiritualism might have started much earlier, maybe it should be around 10 to 12 years of thyself. It is a process and it took almost decades to meet the Core. It was little easy during the path of creamy layer of spiritualism. Because thyself used to be disciplined and much of I / Ego driven than the Astral Driven. But when thyself started pondering over deeper and deeper, the path had become very tough and tougher...  

    It is kind of difficult to do the same when I started meeting thyself with karmic/soul connection. I don’t know its Karmic or soul connection. But I am surprised and wondering last few years. How Karma/Destiney play?? Just wondering with that. Just running away from meeting myself. When ever i m experiening the calmness, so much are hitting very hardly and cant stand by. The child within is very strong and cant meet her with calmness. So running away from everyone. Loads of Travel, meeting new people, trying to understand what happened in the past, what is happening now and how could be lead now.  Looking for how to feel the peace and calm within

    Mmm Am I really meeting the Core. Maybe, maybe not... God only Knows !!! what more to come?

    Whatever, I wish to have that calmness in me, just enjoy with nothing.

 

Its okay to be Not okay !

Everyone wants everything to be alright !

It's okay to be Not okay !!

Because you know what you are going through !! 

It's perfectly okay to be Not Okay !!! 

#raysscribble

#raysscribble

Holding !!!

Holding on Certain things

With so much pain and whine 

Causing disease both Mentally and Physically

Not allowing to expand 

Not allowing to be what thyself is

Not allowing to live in the moment

Sometimes Truly wish to let it go

Honestly dont know how to do

With ease and peace

Sometimes just feeling to hold on

With loads of courage

And with loads of Love

Just Hold On 

But without expectations 

But With expansion !! 

Is it really possible ??? 

Anything and everything is possible

But the pain is inevitable

For holding on !!!

But the pain is inevitable

To let it go !! 

But the pain is inevitable

To Expand !!! 

But the pain is inevitable

Just learn to do with peace !!!

Expanding !!!

Known places became unknown

Even the Persons too 

When Expansion takes place

Both inside out !!!

The Expansion is inevitable

So do the Pain 

Just learn how to ease 

Both Inside out !!!

#intotheunknown

#expanding

#insideout

The Path of Love

I chose the Path of Love.  

How !!!

Do I really choose with heartful

Yes because i dont wanna hate anyone 

And waste my time in that !!

Wanna spend my energy in Loving !!!

Or Do I choose with Logical

Yes because I dont wanna hate anyone

And disturb all my cells with negativity !!

Just wanna make thyself feel good with loads of positivity !!

Do i choose in actions

Yes because I dont wanna hate anyone

And strain thyself  !!

Just wanna make thyself happier and happier !!

But The Path is so difficult

It is so painful 

Loads of thoughts

Loads of disturbance

Everything running inside thyself

How do the little one finds out 

And soothens with little actions of giving warmth

and motivating with sweet words !!

So Painful !!

So tiring !!!

Still.. 

Yes I chose The Path of Love !!!

#Raysscribble

I Choose to Love !!!

I read this in FB and love it. 

When i read, it reminded my thoughts. I felt like somebody went on tour in my mind and captured it and put it in words. 

I literally want to choose to love, it does not mean only the partner for that matter, any creatures !!!

Here is the write-up

I choose to remember you

Not by how you hurt me

But by how you taught me to heal

Not by how you left me

But by how you taught me to never abandon myself 

Not by how you broke me

But by how you taught me to rebuild myself 

Not by how you dimmed my light  

But by how you helped me to shine 

Not by how you kept me trapped in a place of comfort 

But by how you empowered me to leave my comfort zone 

Not by how you left me feeling weak

But by how you taught me what it means to be strong 

Not by how you tried to control me 

But by how you taught me to be free

Not by who you told me who I was

But by how you taught me to define myself 

And above all

I choose to remember you 

Not by how you were unable to love me 

But by how you taught me 

To love myself. 

Words by: Tahlia Hunter

#karmasays #cctoowner

Darkness !!!

Darkness !!!

Mostly only the light shows the path then gives the calmness, clarity, soothing effect. 

But in a very rare scenario even the darkness gives the calmness, clarity, soothing effect without even knowing the path. 

Witnessing it with so much happiness and calm !!! 

விடை அறிகின்ற தேடல்கள் தேவைதானா ??? 

And loving this darkness ❣️😍❣️

Darkness inside !!

Darkness outside !!

Still its so soothing, 

very happy, 

feeling relaxed, calm !!!

#raysscribble

#darkness

வருணா !!!

வருணா‌ வருணா வருணா

வருகிறாயே எங்கு போகினும் 

வருணிக்க வார்த்தை தேடல் என்னுள்..

சில நேரங்களில் இறையாகி

தன்னுள் இருக்கும் இறைத்தன்மையையும் காட்டுகிறாயே 

சில நேரங்களில் குழந்தையாகி

என்னுள்ளே குழந்தையாய் குடிக்கொள்கிறாய் 

பல நேரங்களில் தோழனாகி என்னை ஆசுவாசப் படுத்துகிறாய் 

மேலும் கள்வனாகி, என்னைக் கொள்ளையிட்டு,  காதலனாகிறாயே ! 

வருணா‌ வருணா வருணா

வருகிறாயே எங்கு போகினும் !!!

உன்

அழற்கதிர் வருணா !!!

Living.... Growing...

How does it feel when someone says 

"No" 

"I cant do it for the sake of you"

"I don't like it"

When one person wanted or expected someone to do or give something but he or she refused to do or give, how would it be !!!

Lol 😂😂

Once upon a time, long long ago so long ago I used to feel sad, even bad at times. I used to think why cant they do it just for fellow human beings. We all are under the sun na 

There is saying na we are bhai, bahan, sometimes dhosthon 😋🫣 

Not everyone can be bhai bahan na so, dhosthon.

But when children enter into the journey along with us, they show everything differently. The last few days something is running on my mind and making me feel so good. 

Just an incident, but.... 

My genie, Love of My Life, My Little one had old uniform t-shirts which are very fit as of now. And we have got a few more new uniform t shirts for this year. She is taking only new uniform t shirts, so i am insisting the last two weeks to use the old ones too, where i could have little breathing time for my laundry as I'm quite packed with lots of work. Like New Block, community Lunch, Classroom set-up alterations, Farm visit planning goes on.... 

I keep telling her these days to use both new and old T-shirts. So far she was just telling mmm, okay, i will see many other things too. But she was wearing only new T-shirts. 

So last Tuesday i took the old t-shirt, ironed and kept ready for her. As soon as she finished playing with water (so called bathing but what she does is playing) she came and started searching for a new one. 

Then I said I kept everything ready for you. She gave one look and said

"No I'm not going to use that shirt,

It's tight for me " again i insisted. But 

She refused with a strict No. (Standing for her own needs and Dharma)

I was stunned and felt so happy. How could I feel happy when i was told No. when she stood for her own needs and Dharma. 

Yes standing for her own needs and Dharma only made me feel so happy.

What if she accepted to wear, even then i would have felt happy because she is still little one yet to grow. Let me enjoy these days. Once she grows up I will have other things to feel woww

https://kriticraftys.blogspot.com/2024/07/living-growing.html?m=1

Happiest Birthday to a Wonderful Soul 🎂🫂💕

To a Wonderful Soul i have met in my life 💕🫂

A Soul who is always ready to receive children !!

A Soul who receives the children with so much Love, care and reverence !!!

A Soul who serves the children with so much Surrendering !!!

A Soul Who is inspiring us in this journey with Children !!!

We wish you a Happiest Birthday Dear Suja 🫂🫂💐🎂

Love you loads !!!

Loads of hugs and kisses !!!

#birthday

#wonderfulsoul

#inspiringperson

Shades !!!

Wondering with you 

Pondering with you 

Amazing with you 

Enthusing with you 

Confusion with you

Holding on with you 

Infusing with you 

Dwelling with you

So many shades 

So many stages 

So many phases

So many paces 

Shades of Leaf !!! 

Shades of Life !!!

#scribble

#shadesofleaf

#shadesoflife

#raysscrible

Rubicon in every stage of Life

Rubicon in every stage of life

So far was thinking that Rubicon comes only during certain period if childhood. Is it really so ?

Heart says something to do !

Head says something else to follow!

Where Hands need loads of work to do!

Between these two head and heart 

thyself is struggling to proceed. 

All time struggling to synchronise both Head and Heart with Hands.

Growing beyond the age is curse !

Its Purely Curse of thyself !

Its curse to experience the parallel process in later years!!

Slow down the aging process

Preserve the Childhood !!

With so much love  !!!

With so much wisdom !!! 

Is it possible to synchronise?

Only way to synchronise is through Hands !

with love and wisdom !

#curseoflife

#preservechildhood

#rubiconineverystageoflife

#parallelprocess

Dramas !!!

Drama Queens 👑👑👑

I am seeing and witnessing many many dramas within and around me !!! Ha ha ha 

As children grow they start performing dramas so do my little one!!! I see many different characters in one body Lol 😅😆

Sometimes so divine, sometimes yes i will not spare them, sometimes crying like why me, sometimes how with so much wondering, lol sometimes so much anger but she knows that she is angry but does not how to calm. 

Its so good to see her and dramas. Just enjoying it. Sometimes will try to be part of it, sometimes will just watch it, sometimes just try to understand... 

I m growing along with her 😍😍😍😍 

I wonder how does she know that i need hugs, pampering and just simple touch !!! 

Dramas within 

Dramas around

But trying hard

Just to witness !!! 

இவள் 

அழற்கதிர்

Wanna be Myself

Just to create a peace around the space !!! 

Most of times we are holding on something... 

Maybe space, situation, environment, people, position, etc

I dont like to hold on 

I dont like to hold the space

I dont like to hold the situation

I dont like to hold the environment

I dont like to hold the people

I dont like to hold the position

I dont like to hold anything 

It simply gives saturation feel 

No more curiosity or interesting

Just wanna be Myself

Just I 

Just Me

Just Myself 

Nothing else !!!

Radhe Radhe Radhe !!!

When you give importance to someone,

And more time also to the person

Then losing the importance of thyself !!!

If you give importance to Thyself

And more time on self exploration 

People may start giving importance to you !!! 

Only very few can understand

The true essence of the unconditional Love !!! 

Looking for my Krishna !!! 

And I see my Krishna in all the Children,

In their play, talk, conversation, gesture, movement, love, hugs !!! 

Still looking for that one Krishna of my lives !!!  

Radhe Radhe Radhe !!

Krishna Krishna Krishna !!!

#Radhekrishna

#unconditionallove

Sun boy vs Moon Girl

The Sun boy is all set to go home 

And the Moon Lady is blushing 

To welcome the Sun boy !!! 

All the time you both are there

But you both play so much

With all of us, and visit us rarely together !!!

And we all love that moment 💖💖💖

Syzygy moment !!! 

#twilight

#Syzygy

Mom & Daughter

Missing those Beautiful days

Where you were in me

Two souls in one body !!! 

Still remember the day how I held you, 

when you landed in this physical world !!! 

You are absolutely perfect with your pace

And gives space for me to fit in too !

You always show me the path 

When its tough times as well as needed 

You are just flowing so beautifully like river

And also taking me to the ocean along with you 

You are truly a blessing to me !!!

Love you loads 💓💓💓

#motherslove

#momdaughter

#growingtogether

#parentingisanart

தன்னைத் தேடி

தன் உள்ளேத் தேடி அலைந்தேன் என்னை

ஆனால் நான் கண்டதோ உன்னை !!

மீண்டும் தேடுதல் தொடர்ந்தது 

தேடித் தேடி அலைந்தேன் தன்னை 

உன்னிடம் கண்டேன் என்னை !!!

I wandered in search of thyself

But i did see you there !!!

Again the search continues

Wandering in search of thyself

I found myself in you !!!

#raysscribble

#imemyself

#dissolvation

Trikaranashuddhi - Manasa Vacha Karmana !!!

Manasa Vacha Karmana !!!

So much are there in manasa !!!

Loads of dreams, wishes, likes, desire, karma, unfulfilled  !!!

Trying to put those in vacha, 

But, is it so easy to do ? 

Converting into words itself is greatest art to be learnt !

Karmana !!! 

Omg such a beautiful thing to do, but years of laborious training need to do !!

And such a labour pain too !!

Highest sadhana of human !!!

Manasa Vacha Karmana !!!

Trikaranashuddhi. 

#raysscribble

#Trikaranashuddhi

I Me Myself to The Cosmic !!!

Dear Cosmic 

Its been 4 decades and counting more with the Mother earth in Physical life. 3 decades flied with much ease with many difficulties. Honestly so much of difficulties even for thyself higher studies but crossed each and every situation with so much bravery.  For every simple thing i had to fight so much to achieve. But Never ever i gave up. And i always felt that "If I cant then Nobody can" !!!  So much of learnings intellectually, emotionally, physically where intellectual played the lead role. 

But the last decade is teaching so many things so deeply and intensely. And most of the days are heavier to witness the world. 

Is it because of ageing ?

Is it because of empathy towards each creatures ?

Is it because of parenting ?

Is it because of expectation towards fellowhuman ?

Is it because of the care towards Mother Earth ?

Is it because of the concern towards Mother Nature ?

Is it because of the love and anxiety that how it gonna be for next generation ?

Whatever I wish the World to be bestest place to live in for my Little Angels... 

I m all excited and waiting to meet, serve, share and learn my Little Angels with so much reverence !!!

Love you Loads Little Angels !!!

I Me Myself

#raysscribble

#fourdecadespluscountingmore

#nextgeneration

Nature Walk !!

Someday's Morning Walk 

becomes Nature Walk !!!

Lake full of water 

Lots of plants, trees, creepers

Different stages of leafs

With their own vibrant colours 

With so many creatures 

In and around that place

Wavey watery women 

Cool breeze buddy

With warm sunny boy

Lots of birds 

Their chirping sounds

Are so musical

No need of any musical instruments

Its so much bliss 

Skipping the routine with routine 😃

#raysscribble

#naturewalk

From bottom of my heart !!!

I am Sorry, From bottom of my Heart !!! 

It was not intentionally done. But yes with lots of fear. You were just flowing, open enough, open minded, very helpful, loving and nurturing. People used to think that you were flirting but somewhere i feel that you were just showing all how to care, love a fellow human.

For me It was so inconsistent because i used to think flowing was inconsistent. I was not prepared to handle such situations and person like you. You were not prepared to handle strong headed person who used to be concrete, consistent, straight forward, but never used to say anything about what actually thyself needs. Thats how i was and now too. 

But now, yes trying a lot to accept the help from others. Slowly learning to ask others for support 🙂 Slowly trying to flow like river and could experience many twist and turns. And actually sometimes i enjoy the twisting, swirling. I started seeing the little girl who wants to try everything in very peaceful way with loads of happiness. Their I started looking for you. 

So started searching for you !! A soul with so much love, care, affection, open minded, doer !! With the Little child within !!

Was so happy when I found you. Thought you are still same old soul whom I knew. Had wonderful conversations with you. So many memories in our way ! You are one amazing person !! 

Days passed !!! Weeks passed !! Months passed !!! Still looking for the little child in you. But that child is locked thyself so interior where i am trying hard and harder to reach. 

Healing and Nurturing is organic !!!

But surely will find that little child in you soon!!! 

#raysscribble

#frombottomofmyheart

#littlechild

Krishna, My Love !!!

Sensing that strong I 

is getting faded away !

Slowly getting vanish !

Thyself is getting dissolve in you 

And Full of astral is You now, 

i dont like that still, 

couldn't stop seeing you !!!

But yes i m witnessing !!

Trying hard to agree 

With so much effort 

Where it should happen effortlessly !! 

Unconditional Love has the power

To take over anything and everything !! 

You are my Blue Blue Sky !!!

Hey Little Champ

It was just a few minutes we shared in person in the physical world !!! I know we spent couple of months without seeing but yes we felt each other. We had so many moments together.  You were brave and you passed to me the same. But you know your Mom is slow learner, it took almost months and months and still counting it. 

I hardly remember any of your features like how your face, eyes, nose, ears etc were... 

But your presence was ambivalent !!! Now I feel like i should have fought along with you in your process... 

Its purely my miss :(

I know you would have gone back homeland happily...

Its been ten years now !!! 

By now You must be somewhere with happiest family... I wish you all happiness, fun, good health, peace within you and around you.. 

To my little spirit who is connected beyond physical world !!!

You are my Blue Blue Sky

You are my Blue Blue Sky

You are my Blue Blue Sky

Love you loads Little Champ !!! 

#raysscribble

#beyondphysicalworld

#youaremybluebluesky

A sweet little leaf

Feeling like holding a newborn !!!

Yes she is new born only, 

as soon as i touched, 

had felt like she wanted to come to me !! 

And she is with me ❤️😍

so tender, soft and beautiful 😍❤️

#Plantkingdom

#raysscribble

#rayswondering

That's it, a Life is !!

Let it be as much as Sweet it could be !!

Let be there a little salt to add a flavour in it !!

When there is a little extra spice, just accept, fun with it !!

When you feel astringent, just be little gentle to thyself !!

If something is sour, do try to enjoy it never know when will it come again !!

If something is tangy, just be with it, live with it, surely its repairing and rejuvenating !!

There may be many lives one could go through !! 

Still ensure and enjoy this short Journey !!

That's it, a Life is !!

Happiest Birthday to a wonderful Person I travelled with !! 🎂🎉💐

#raysscribble

My Man n My Girl 🌞 🌙

How could you both be yourself and give space for each other so beautifully !?

Love towards Sun Boy and Moon Girl never fades 🫂🫂🫂 !!!

Maybe obsession 😂🤣🤣🫣

#raysscribble

Why Only Five Petals !?

Why five petals? 

Why not six Petals ?

Why not four petals ?

Why not some other?

Is it five so special to Cosmic ?

Or the creaters favourite is five ?!

Is it only five petals give the perfect look ? I mean beautiful looking ?

Is it five trying to balance between  ?!

Then whats that so special about it ?

Wondering with this !! 

Dwelling with this !! 

#raysscribble

Day of Reunion

Day of reunion

Tamil meets Anthroposophy !!!

Ancient Tamil shakes hand Modern Anthroposophy to understand the current needs and human growth through some Souls !!

Reunion of two different bunches of souls in same day back to back !! 

How beautifully it happened without any much planned !?

But yes it's been planned by higher being !! 

Sometimes we Just need to go with the flow which leads to magic and surprises !! 

It was very less time of togetherness but the amount of happiness and fun was enormous and will be preserved for ever.

We cant travel together all the time as we have our own destination with our own path. But our path brings this togetherness somewhere sometime. 

And it happened Today ! Very special day yes one of our californians birthday !!!

Happiest Birthday Lohith !🎉💐

What a wonderful time we all had together !! 

For some souls like me is double dhamaka as we could meet both Ancient Tamil and Modern Anthroposophy ?!!!

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#raysscribble

The Journey

The Journey !!!

Some say choosing destination is important! 

Some say how we start is important !

Some say where we reach is important !

Some say the path what we choose is important !

Some say courage to choose the path is important !

Some say progressing towards destination is important !

Some say whom we travel with is important !  

Some say how we carry ourself towards fellow human is important ! 

Some say the process is important !

Some say living in the moment is important !

What ever just keep moving like the river !

Even though path is too deep and away !

Just be happy and contented for everything you have !

Dear Moon Lady

Looking at you is Medication !

How is it possible to share your energy lakhs of miles apart !! 

By just seeing, how could you calm oneself ! 

How do you even heal just with presence !! 

I wish to hold you, hug you and just see you !!

Dear Moon Lady !!

Love Story of Father Sun and The Moon lady

Love Story !!!

Isnt she all so bright to watch her man !?Doesn't look like she is setting back 

and leaving space for her Man !? 

The Sun !?

Why are you blushing so much Dear Father Sun !? 

Is it because of the love you shared with The Moon lady !? 

Why are you shining so much Moon lady !? 

Never Ending love story of father Sun and The Moon lady !!

#Chithrapurnima

#fullmoon

#sunboymoongirl

Actual solo trip

Isn't it nice to go somewhere all of sudden without even planning!!!

Isn't it too awesome when you drive all by yourself with your own company !!! 

And the destination is not all that near but still the music gives energy and company !!! 

Isn't it nice when you hear from someone that you are very familiar to them, even when you meet them for the first time !!!

Doesn't it feel great when someone smiles at you and you like their innocent smile !!!

Isn't it nice to explore new place by yourself !!!

Isn't it nice to roam solo on some roads in the new place and just do shopping for thyself !!

Isn't it nice to take a break from mundane life and travel solo !!! Even just for two days ?! 

Isn't it nice to take a break from busy work and just drive for long distance !!! 

Take a break when ever possible and needed n explore new places !!! 

Pondy - Moon girls actual actual solo trip !!!

#traveldairies #pondy #moongirlstravel

#solotravel

Pause !!!

Pause !!!

Pause and continue the journey! 

Just pause between the journey

 when ever needed ! 

Where ever needed !

Have a space for pause with peace !

Like breath in and out ! 

As Lung does and shares space for the heart !

Pause !!!

My very own New recipe - Found it Accidently :)

 My very own New recipe - Found it Accidently :) 

            This day started so peacefully with morning walk. Walking in the morning with The Rising Sun is always blissful. Watching the Sun is always awesome feel. The whole day went so well and I just flowed with so many activities with so much ease. 

            Time for The Sun to move west fully and The Moon started showing her face slowly from no moon day. And its dinner time. Me and Little one started preparing Poha for our dinner. Poha is the dish which is from North side of India and we both love it with Aloo bhujia and Makhana (Lotus seed). 

            I had cut the required onions, curry leaves and some green chillies. And kept ready all other ingredients with my favourite fried peanuts and cashews. Even the Puffed rice had been soaked and kept it separately. 

            As soon as the Pan was on right temperature started sauteing all ingredients and as soon as all cooked nicely I had put the puffed soaked rice in the Pan. I  started stirring so all ingredients mix well. Fortunately or unfortunately the puffed rice became like flour and the dish Poha slowly started turning as some sort of thick wet flour which is cooked. 

            Me and little one were very hungry, so we just tasted whether salt is okay or not. Everything was perfect so I served in both of our plates with some bhujia and Mangos. As we both were very hungry we started eating as soon as it was prepared and served. That dish was so yummy. 

        And it remined me the Morkali which I had in some restaurant couple of years back. A beautiful Preparation of Poha which turned to Morkali !!!

       And now I know how to make Morkali, LOL !!! 

       When ever we make mistakes and we find something from that and that will be remembered for our life time. Memories are getting added in our journey. 

      

Rubicon Starts

When the child grows, we as parents get lots of feedback, comments from them. The comments varies according to the age of the child. During the early childhood, child will have the feel, Mother is the best in the world. Yes its true, I have personally experienced it. And i used to feel woww, but i never wanted the same comments because if that happens i m not in the proper way of upbringing. So I am preparing myself for all types of comments... Positive, Negative, Sarcastic, Sadism, happier, childlike  !!! 

The real real phase of Rubicon starts now. And yes it started very subtle yet strong with what actually it is. And one of the comments what i have got from little one is 

" You are the bestest Mom, at times you are the Worst Mom too ". 

I m so happy to hear and witness that she has entered Rubicon with as much as ease what i could provide as Mother. 

Loads of dramas, Talkative - keep on talking, hell a lots of questions, too much of crying and goes on. 

Trying to be Strong enough with loving authority to handle this stage of life of little one. 

Loads of Love 💞💞

Sunrays

 

#raysscribble

The Gift

When You are in love 

with somebody unconditionally

And She/He loves you back 

the way you deserve is The Gift.

Thai Thirunal

Thank you so much Father Sun 🌞

For your brightness and warmth 

Which gives life to all the creatures !!

Thank you so much Mother Earth 🌎

For your patience and holding all the Creatures !!!

Thank you so much colourless odourless tasteless flowing water angel 🌊

For your calm, cool, cleaning, cleansing and many more !!! 

Thank you so much Naughty brother windy 🌬️

And So deep Aether for your tireless work towards the Creatures !!!

Thank you so much Dearest Farmers

you are growing crops, protecting, Harvesting for all the Humans 

For making the world healthier 

You all are the backbones of Civilization !!

🍯 🍯  Pongalo Pongal 🍯 🍯

Thai Thirunal nalvazhththukkal

The Soul and The Cosmic Connection

Hey Good Day 

kannukkettina thoorambvarai ontrum theriyavillai 

which reminds me

"This little light of mine 

am gonna let it shine", 

and it connects so beautifully the Soul and the Cosmic 

Celebrating Sisterhood irrespective of Creatures 💕💕

She must be more than 5 or 6 decades old. We share loads of memories !!!

So happy to see her after long time and all we need is just a few seconds to transfer energies 🫂🫂

🫂

Celebrating Sisterhood irrespective of Creatures 💕

Love you loads ❤️❤️❤️