Meeting Thyself

 Meeting Thyself 

               We all born to do something which is left in our previous incarnation. I believe that strongly. But I was always thinking this incarnation gonna be the last one. And I used to pray that let me go through all what I need to finish off. I never thought it is gonna be this difficult. The Path of knowing Thyself!! The Path of Meeting Thyself!!

    It was always great to meet thyself earlier. Maybe couple of years ago. Used to enjoy Thyself company. Just sitting in the balcony and do nothing. Just watch outside especially the clouds, sky, Moon and the whole world. 

    It was so much bliss all those days. I needed no company, no outing, not much of social media. Had wonderful normal mundane life where I used to enjoy it with so much Rhythm and routines. House would be neat and clean. Was enjoying the normal and simple routings. The calmness in me was so beautiful. I used to enjoy that. I miss that Calmness and missing that thyself.

    Missing that I Me Myself…

    The journey of Spiritualism might have started much earlier, maybe it should be around 10 to 12 years of thyself. It is a process and it took almost decades to meet the Core. It was little easy during the path of creamy layer of spiritualism. Because thyself used to be disciplined and much of I / Ego driven than the Astral Driven. But when thyself started pondering over deeper and deeper, the path had become very tough and tougher...  

    It is kind of difficult to do the same when I started meeting thyself with karmic/soul connection. I don’t know its Karmic or soul connection. But I am surprised and wondering last few years. How Karma/Destiney play?? Just wondering with that. Just running away from meeting myself. When ever i m experiening the calmness, so much are hitting very hardly and cant stand by. The child within is very strong and cant meet her with calmness. So running away from everyone. Loads of Travel, meeting new people, trying to understand what happened in the past, what is happening now and how could be lead now.  Looking for how to feel the peace and calm within

    Mmm Am I really meeting the Core. Maybe, maybe not... God only Knows !!! what more to come?

    Whatever, I wish to have that calmness in me, just enjoy with nothing.