Festival of Light

Lights Everywhere

Let this Light eliminate

Dark in the space

Let this light eradicate

Fear from the Lives

Lights Everywhere 

Light brings Hope

Lights gives courage

Light boosts Confidence

And lights Lives !!

Lights Everywhere 

Much needed Celebration 

And Light 

For every creature

Of this Universe 

Lights Everywhere

Let this Light bring

Happiness, Peace

Prosperity to all 

Creatures !!! 

#raysscribble

#lightfestival

Life after Fourty

Four decades and plus

There is a saying

"Life starts at fourty"

Yes actually all four decades 

Humans are just 

Learning to live

Only after fourty

They start living life

When they are in learning

They do everything perfectly 

Without even knowing 

Just to show off

That they are good.

But doing itself is good

That realisation happens only

After fourty !

Live the Life to your fullest 🎉🎇🎁

#raysscribble

#life

உணர்வு . 1

நட்சத்திரங்கள்

தரையில் !!!

Loyalty vs Need

People often get confused 

with Loyalty and need. 

When one is Loyal, 

That means it is inborn Quality 

For very few 

Or

That's how the person raised 

By their parents

Or

Thats the person character 

Inherited from ancestors

Or

Thats the Karma of them 

Where they travel for lives

But 

Not because

they need Something 

Or 

They need Someone... 

Being Loyal is Choice 

Not the Need !!! 

#RaysScribble

Slowing Down

Slow mornings are the gift

Slow morning keeps Curiosity alive

And Leads to the wonderful day

The mind finds the way to body

And it incarnates beautifully

Mind and Body shakes hand 

To Live in the Present

You could hear voice of thyself 

When everything goes slow

Loving this Slowing Down

Living this Slowing Down

The Truth

The aroma of the Truth

Is everywhere

The fragrance of it

Spreads the wings 

So beautifully around 

And makes feel so good 

When lie dresses 

And goes on trip

It gives pleasure

But its not consistent

The one truth 

Is always seen 

In different phases

In different paces

In different places

By the same person

But in different understanding

But the truth

Is always the same...

Sugery Words

We are in the space of

Where everything is measured

With Money, Status and Wealth

How could one live only 

With These things... 

But only Time is precious

To share with others

When one does so

She/he must be so rich

In thoughts.

People go with Words 

which are sugar coated.

But when the intension

Is so pure and so positive

In all, Muscle, Soul and Spirit

Irrespective of persons but

Yes with the process

Then

Yes the words would be

So sugery, 

Lol yes it would be good 

To hear. 

Only Concious Practice helps.

But Children has it 

In every cell of them.

Save it

Celebrate it. 

Driving The Therapy

Driving 

Driving is that drug which always give highs to me. Especially when I touch 110 plus it used to be purely " Just Me " and I always love manual than automatic.. Both the hands, Legs aligned with mind which will be Focused only on Road, that awareness, one pointed focus, maybe sort of dhyana it used be..  

Every human being will have drowning phase of life especially when they hit 40s.  And I am not alone and Am very well with this universe and this Being. So i also drowned even before i touched 40s. 

Everything what i learned, what i was thinking, feeling, beleif and many things started changing slowly. I am a person who is very hard on thyself and discipline is very much important and consistent too. When i was drowning i knew that i was and i knew that will take couple of months even years to completely drown and touch the core. It was not easy yet cosmic cushioned me with beautiful souls so i drown safely and feel every inch of that, and i knew it was paining to the max, some days are like the most worst days of ma life where I felt like why this life, why like this ? But Cosmic never let me alone, some other way it found to keep me alive. 

And driving is one such drug for me. Whenever i was down, driving used to be my therapy. Especially when ever i touch 100 plus i felt like pain killers. It continued for couple of months even years. I knew it will take it own time, i was ok even if i take some little extra time. But i wanted to ensure i come back.  Many souls supported so gently. Heartful Thanks to all of them. When i started healing thats when actual picture comes, because healing with so much love is such a toughest task. And i wanted to heal only with Love, not with Hatred, antipathy. Here and then they showed their face, i felt so bad and that showered its side-effects in the body. Yup hatred and antipathy give so much Chaos in the body.   Consciously I chose Love and Care towards the Fellow Humans. When ever i was out of consciousness it took me down a little again. 

I used to feel This too shall Pass... This is what kept on helping me to move ahead. 

When healing takes place its way to the most, the feeling of living is something different. 

Again i feel This too shall Pass. 

But how to just witness the moment and do nothing, which used to be very easy earlier in twenties and thirties but so difficult in fourtis... 

Now driving has become something else. Even when i feel like driving fast and hit 100 plus, i enjoy the slow driving the most. I feel so calm, how i used to be earlier. Only few souls can do this magic who are so pure. 

This too shall pass... 

Towards Higher !!!

Not so very easy

To move along with people

Moody most of the times

Its kind a difficult

To be around with many people

Maybe not so very comfortable

With their energies

Gesture and postures are much important 

Which are from Intension and energies 

Also Bhava in the intension gives  energy 

Positive when the bhava is pure love

Negative when the bhava is with greed, hatred

On the particular situation

look only for the best possible

And Dharma of that situation 

But do not carry things from past

So many permutations and combinations

Loads of rules which leads towards dharma of cosmic

And very clear on the same

And we people think thats 

Too much attitude

But thats how the High standards are

And it's not that easy too 

And people find out 

very difficult to cope up with 

And they call it as not so very social

Because of not favouring people 

By Just following dharma

Thats how its

So do....

9 !!!

You are Very Special

Because you are that end and

You Complete. 

If anything comes to you, 

You give space to it 

And You become that. 

You are so generous to do it.

If anything oppose you

You know to take charge of situation

And You will only be there.

You know to keep Up yourself 

as like you give.

You know to accompany others 

And you know to be U

So beautifully which is 

Be You To The Full 

You are Very Spiritual 

As you only Complete the Cycle

You are that Divine Force

Who holds the Universe 

When You are the Life path 

And you are the Destiny 

What could I say 

Except 

" Truly Spiritual "

" Completion of Cycle "

" Turning to Higher "

Love you loads

Love me Loads

#Number9

#DivineNumber

#LifePathNumber

#DestinyNumber

Day of Rays

Omg four plus decades 

In this Mother Earth. 

Successfully completed six cycles. 

Marching towards seventh with so much curiosity

So much enjoyment, fun, 

Happiness, craziness, 

Yes loads of crying and dramas 

Alone mostly, 

Sometimes Yes With closed ones...

And still continuing 🫣 

When will one learn fully 

he he is there anything called 

Fully learnt ???

Living in the present 

Becoming tough day by day

Thinking about the future

Creats chaos and fear. 

When one doesn't want 

To do anything in the life

But Just live normal life 

With no big goals, 

Chill mundane routine, 

Then why do one need to come 

To earth ?  

When will one become Whole ?

Will it ever happen ?

Loads of fear, 

Not because of aging 

But seeing that oneself... 

Waiting to see 

Best of self 

With so much patience 

Whatever life goes on !!! 

And Its one more day 

Day of Rays 

Day of Hope 

My day 

#raysscribble

🎶🎼🎹🎸🎻🎧

Life started with Crying 

And listening to ones own Cry

Maybe even before, yes even before

Even child's babbling becomes Music

Music is everywhere around us

While growing in different stages!

So do i too..

Music was there all the time

All the situations

All the stages of life

Most of times it is like happiness 

It gives the energy

It used to be the booster

It is like food for oneself

And sometimes it is like therapy too

But 

I never thought it could

Even scare oneself

It could even create fear in oneself

It takes the confidence from oneself

It even throws oneself to deepdown 

Where one finds it difficult to be 

Thyself 

Same Music 

But different Feel

At different phase

And different pace 

But.... 

This too shall Pass !!! 

To ma Sunny boy

You are ma dream

You are ma warmth

You are that dark

You are the light

You are that melancholy

You are at times ma happiness

You are ma esoteric 

And

You are that biggest mistake in me

#tattoo

#masunnyboy

Growing with her!!!

I wondered on myself !!!

The vacation is yet to over. And my little one is at home, all the time behind me saying mamma mamma mmamma maaa.....

The home was all silent, very quiet and calm. I thought she is literally into something, and focussed. So i was doing my reading peacefully. After couple of minutes, little one came and said woww i literally had fun. I was like okay. 

When i wanted to use washroom, then the actual story starts. I went in and got shocked seeing wash bowl and floor. Omg it was filled with water and face wash every where. And peak of beauty is, my new face wash which is bought only two or three days back prescribed by my Doctor is totally vanished. I was like OMG 😳😱

When i asked little one, she said that she tried to fill water in the wash bowl to play but that didn't work, so she took handwash that is my face wash where she assumed as handwash. The water was not filling in the wash bowl so she played with handwash with water all over the wash room. And all my face wash is gone. 

Poyindhi... Poye pochu.. its gone... Mugidide... Katham hogaya.... 😭😭😭😭 Thats my mind voice....

And then she continued the story that how she enjoyed... 

The way she said it, i was just watching her by nodding my head and felt like woww how could children even enjoy with what ever they have... I didnt scold her but told her thats my face wash and it is little a pricy one prescribed by doctor. 

I dont know what she felt, but kept quite and gone to regular work. 

The Sun is set and ready to go home and the moon was almost on the way. And our dinner time started. While eating the veggie dosa she felt very sad and said 

"Amma I am sorry for wasting your face wash. " 

I was staring at her a while and said its okay and continued with dosa making.  She felt so relieved. So do I..

Children are amazing and Unique. 

They just need boundaries with safe And loving Authority. 

I was wondering on how calm i handled. And there were peace within and around. 

I m also growing with her.

#kannammatales

Muskuraoo

Muskurana acha hai na 

Jo bhi ho 

Jaise bhi ho

Kahin bhi ho

Kaise bhi ho 

Sirf aur sirf 

Muskurane se he dil 

Halka ho jatha hai !!!

Muskuraoo moo kulke

Muskuraoo jee kulke !!

That Art Thou !!!

People are looking 

For Radhe, for Krishna

Because People think

And Feel that

She is the Form 

of Unconditional Love

He is the Form 

of Unconditional Love

Everyone is looking for

Radhe and Krishna

At some point of Life..

And it continues

For Days, Weeks and 

Goes on... 

Even for Years and years

Even lives after lives...

At one point that

Self will start feeling 

That Thou Art.

When  this feel starts 

Then realisation starts

After that no more 

Looking Outside

No more Waiting

Then Abundance of 

Giving starts... 

Just Giving !!!

That realisation of 

It is nowhere out 

Just look inside

That Art Thou !!

You Are That !!

Radhe !!!

You Are That !!

Krishna !!

I Am That....

Tat Tvam Asi 

#tattvamsi

#thatthouart

#youarethat

All this Love

Generally 

How do we read a book ?

From the first page to the last page.

To have the continuation and understanding.

But this book, 

It is not like that.. 

You can open any page 

And you will feel good 

And woww too

Yes its poetry

And yes its on Love

Then you could feel 

How it will be...

Most of the time i felt like 

Ahh thats my feel

I thought so

I felt so

I need to do so

I am able to relate 

With every single page

All This Love

What all it does

What all it does not 

Just being quite 

So strong with

so much softness

A child inside

With loads of innocence

And care !!!

And this is for ma Love 

 Radhe and Krishna ❤️😍

#krishnaslover🫂

Glimpses 

Warrior

Every Child needs both

Father's and Mother's participation

In every Milestone and growth.

A child needs both feminine and masculine around them.

A child feels warmth from A mother

And Secured feeling from a father.

A child Learns to be kind

And Soft from a Mother

Where a mother nurtures all the feelings of the child

And shares all feeling are valid 

But not the behaviour. 

A Child Learns to be brave 

and bold From the father 

where he has be backbone 

of her every action 

so she could could feel secured

And she will be brave and bold

In her Journey 

A Mother can not play father role

And same for the father too. 

But at some times I witness

Many Mothers play both the roles

Taking so much weigh 

On their shoulder to nurture and support The Children growth. 

When ever you see such Mothers

Be gentle to her 

Be kind to her

Keep your judgement aside.

If possible just give a hug

Thats more than sufficient. 

She is a Warrior

She is finding a way

To heal herself and 

Create a path for growth

For her children.

Salute to such Mothers I came across in ma journey. 

The Sky

I wish I could hold you forever 

And Ever... 

Sometimes you are calming 

with blue blue sky Rhythm 

Otherwise you are taking to 

the depth of oneself 

With your grayness

Surprisingly you are showering 

So much unbiased Love

With Your Loyalty of Purple .

When the Sun is kinda lazy,

In the Morning and evening 

You are vibing with so much enthusiasm

And full of energy with much  socialising.... 

#raysscribble

Everytime !!!

Trying to choose to be 

Thyself Everytime !

Does it sounding So much "Arrogance" ?!

But just being Thyself 

Cant be so !!

But ensuring the same 

To accept fellow human

As they are !!!

Trying not to compare 

And just do the good 

To the Fellow human

Ahh it sounds toughest 

Yet base of Being Human !

Where does it come from ?

Practicing with Children its ease ?

But is it possible with Adults ?

Or so called Adolescents ?

Maybe with children

Its ease

Maybe with lovedones 

Its ease

Maybe when one get it back

Its ease

Maybe with blood relations

Its ease

Maybe with Unknown persons

Its ease

When one loves so deeply 

Sees the other person in thyself

Then

How does it possible to expect nothing

Still Love unconditionally !!!

Radhe  

Radhe 

Radhe !!!

Radhe 

She is the Only Answer....

She is the Only Concept...

Journey Continues with so much 

Living, Growing....

Fragrance of Oneself !!!

More the Chances

One give to people

Less the respect

They will have for oneself..

When there is

Abundance of something

It loses the value

In people's perception...

But, Where it is 

The same as like

Earlier and Ever... 

That is the Fragrance

Of the oneself...

It never changes

Or ever loses

But as time passes 

It is getting Streamlined !!!! 

#raysscribble

River of Rubicon !

Half Alive Half Dead !

Full of Angelic, Saintly, Godly

Travel with so much Purity

Awesome it used to be 

Slowly then the time comes 

To feel the dilution of the Same

And The River of Rubicon 

Once Man crosses it 

No more Returning back 

Then Half alive Half Dead 

Positive and Negative together

Happy and Sad Jointly 

Every Day Every Moment

River of Rubicon Only 

But with Awareness 

Norse ends in Grade 4 

River of Rubicon starts

Planets position change 

What a Coincidence

Maybe Planned by Cosmic

#raysscribble

The Curse !

Beyond the Distance and Scope

Sensing the energy of others

Is Curse

Sensing the life of the environment

Is Curse

Getting to know of how others feel

Is Curse 

Understanding how will it pain

Is Curse

It is Curse because its causing 

So much pain who is trying 

To be Human and Sensible.

The Worst ever Curse, 

Which can't be revoked, 

But live with it. 

What remains is only 

The Pain and loads of Crying

But, 

That One is trying hard

To be Human !!! 

#raysscribble

Self-help

Somewhere I read this

"Getting No message, is also a Message" 

This kindled my thoughts and here is my version of the same !!!

Getting no Message, is also a Signal

Getting no Response, is also a Signal

Getting no Attention, is also a Signal

Getting no Words, is also a Signal

Getting no Care, is also a Signal

Getting no Love, is also a Signal

Is not called Selfishness

It is called 

Listening to Nuances of everything

And Keep moving further more 

Be focused on thyself 

Just Thyself !!! 

#rayssctibble

That "I" in Everyone

What is that one 

Looking for 

What is that one

Running behind

Are we living

In the moment

Are we embracing

The lives we come across

Nothing is permanent

Nor you or me

But This moment, is 

The moment where 

One should have

Spreading the Wings

With Peace and Prayers

Deep diving in

With Calm and Composed

Moving In and Out

With flexibility and adaptability

Setting the Routine

To the Will and Feel

And Breaking the Routine

With Routine 

Live to the fullest

As We never know

When to go back

Homeland !!!

#raysscribble

Another Day in Life

Another Day 

Its a New day

Which has loads of hope

Which shows the path 

Which takes one a little ahead

Which gives excitement of the present

And yes present of the presence !!!

Everyday is a New day !!

Be in the moment 

Live in the moment !!

#raysscribble

Hey 19

Hey 19

I dont know whether 

this is a good number or bad to me...

It has two extremities

Yes materialism and spirituality 

Any month, this date 

has something to do. 

Cosmic takes away 

something on this date.

Encountered many such scenarios.

But everything is learning... 

Yes Big learning for life time. 

But Which will take more time 

"To heal"

This too shall pass !!! 

#raysscribble

The Healer

You remind me of many things 

The Warmth, Love, Care, 

Beauty in U

Beauty in Us

Loads and loads of stories 

How the Mother would feed her toddler 

Just showing you 

How the Granny used to feed 

All of us with what ever left over 

How a poet used to compare

Their companion with you 

The Night becomes so amazing

When you are there 

And how ever you are there

You are the Healer for many 

And more in this globe

Loads and Loads of Stories

With You 

And only with you 

#raysscribble

Intention

That matters a lot...

Only that matters !!!

That gives amazing energy around

That also gives awesome vibes 

To one and everyone nearby...

When it is so strong 

It is trying for better 

And appropriate words 

To convey 

And To feel better too..

It will make a leap

Beyond the Limits 

To work on one self

And also the Cosmic

Works for that One !!!

#raysscribble

Lifestyle

Avidhya leads to Raga 

Then slowly Raga introduces Dvesha !

Both Raga and Dvesha shakes Hand...

This Twins twisting the life. 

Vairagya helps oneself to balance

When it pitches with the Aparigraha... 

Vairagya talks to Prathyahara, 

Then Prathyahara practice withdraws all the senses. 

Prathyahara practice calls Dharana, 

Dharana joins in to do

Dhyana !!!

Where Yama and Niyama would become as cloth to oneself.

#Raysscribble 

#yuj

#yoga

Twin Flame

Twin flame

Souls 

What a beautiful, 

Imaginary word it is !!

Thoughts shared

Through energies

That has more power

Than the words 

Souls converse 

Only through energies

And reciprocate

But words never 

Been there 

Even when words there

Intellectual waivers it off..

Only the thoughts,

Energies sometimes memories

Maybe in muscle 

Or in the mind 

Reveals to the Souls !!!

But 

Is it really meeting 

What actually needed to be !!!

Twin Souls !!!

♋︎

Hey you 

whats special about you ?! 

Are you really ? 

Yes You are 

Very special !  Unique ! Holistic !

Incomplete Trying to Complete !

How ever people alter 

You will be the same ❤️

You have very peculiar quality

of being What actually You are

Yes You share what you 

wanted to share 

But in very subtle way

To the fellows 😀

Without even knowing 

Starting of new thing

Ending of old thing

Everything together... 

Bridging !!!

Symbol of 

So called Motherly 

of All Zodiacs !!!

Reliving !

Saturday 

18.1.xxxx

Fear arises to the peak 

And Darkness too

Same Day

Same Date 

But decade back

So much agitation

Fear, Pain, loads and loads of crying.

Why me 

That was the thing going on.

And another me 

If not me no one can be. 

Still could feel that in every cell. 

Even the persons who were there 

Could pass on the energy unknowingly

Or could remind it unknowingly

Reliving the same feel 

Without happening anything 

of the same kind

At times feeling like 

Need a shoulder to lean on

But 

Same time no need to

As everyone has their own 

To deal with 

What was that you wanted 

To share with me

Is it fully conveyed 

Is it fully understood

No escaping, postponing

Just experiencing

Still how many more years 

When will it get over

To move on further 

To start the next... 

So many Me in me 

Trying to shake hands

With lots of Flowers

For the Peace 

You are my blue blue blue sky

.....

Be You !! Just You !!

Who is in you

Who stays next to you 

Whats there for you 

Nothing matters

When you cant be You 

What you feel

What you want

What you are 

All the time.. 

Matters a lot !

Dont compromise more

Dont compromise less 

What makes you, 

To be U...

Matters a lot !

Be You ! 

Just You ! 

#Raysscribble

#BeYou

Sweet Sixteen Memories of Mine

First post for this year !!! 

And very happy to start with this one. 

That was the long drive, racing with i20 with random playlist in spotyfy. Some places I was able to overtake him and some places he did. It was tough yet wonderful drive. 

All of sudden this song played. When i heard these lines, remembered the sweet sixteen days. 

I had very long hair unlike now. Everyone used to say such a long hair you have got. Not only long hair but it used to so thick and soft.  As soon as i completed my college i started working. 

Thats when i had cut my hair without even telling my mother 🤣😂 Those two days were like Kurukshetra at home.... But nothing stopped me doing what I wanted to do... 

Now coming to the story of this song. 

Those days we used to go by trains and buses. I had to go by train for school everyday. 

Still remember how a guy used to stand near railway station ticket counter every single day evening and morning.

And he used to sing these lines 🤣🤣😂😂 

விடியல் வந்த பின்னாலும்

விடியாத இரவு எது 

பூவாசம் வீசும் உந்தன் கூந்தலடி 

இவ்வுலகம் இருண்ட

பின்னும் இருளாத பாகம் எது

கதிா் வந்து பாயும் உந்தன் கண்களடி

Such a deep lines... I just love it. 

I dont remember the person but just memories of adolescent. 

#sweetsixteenstories 

#mystoryforthissong

#longhairstories

#longdrivetales

#freewaytales