Reliving !

Saturday 

18.1.xxxx

Fear arises to the peak 

And Darkness too

Same Day

Same Date 

But decade back

So much agitation

Fear, Pain, loads and loads of crying.

Why me 

That was the thing going on.

And another me 

If not me no one can be. 

Still could feel that in every cell. 

Even the persons who were there 

Could pass on the energy unknowingly

Or could remind it unknowingly

Reliving the same feel 

Without happening anything 

of the same kind

At times feeling like 

Need a shoulder to lean on

But 

Same time no need to

As everyone has their own 

To deal with 

What was that you wanted 

To share with me

Is it fully conveyed 

Is it fully understood

No escaping, postponing

Just experiencing

Still how many more years 

When will it get over

To move on further 

To start the next... 

So many Me in me 

Trying to shake hands

With lots of Flowers

For the Peace 

You are my blue blue blue sky

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