Day of Rays

Omg four plus decades 

In this Mother Earth. 

Successfully completed six cycles. 

Marching towards seventh with so much curiosity

So much enjoyment, fun, 

Happiness, craziness, 

Yes loads of crying and dramas 

Alone mostly, 

Sometimes Yes With closed ones...

And still continuing 🫣 

When will one learn fully 

he he is there anything called 

Fully learnt ???

Living in the present 

Becoming tough day by day

Thinking about the future

Creats chaos and fear. 

When one doesn't want 

To do anything in the life

But Just live normal life 

With no big goals, 

Chill mundane routine, 

Then why do one need to come 

To earth ?  

When will one become Whole ?

Will it ever happen ?

Loads of fear, 

Not because of aging 

But seeing that oneself... 

Waiting to see 

Best of self 

With so much patience 

Whatever life goes on !!! 

And Its one more day 

Day of Rays 

Day of Hope 

My day 

#raysscribble

🎶🎼🎹🎸🎻🎧

Life started with Crying 

And listening to ones own Cry

Maybe even before, yes even before

Even child's babbling becomes Music

Music is everywhere around us

While growing in different stages!

So do i too..

Music was there all the time

All the situations

All the stages of life

Most of times it is like happiness 

It gives the energy

It used to be the booster

It is like food for oneself

And sometimes it is like therapy too

But 

I never thought it could

Even scare oneself

It could even create fear in oneself

It takes the confidence from oneself

It even throws oneself to deepdown 

Where one finds it difficult to be 

Thyself 

Same Music 

But different Feel

At different phase

And different pace 

But.... 

This too shall Pass !!! 

To ma Sunny boy

You are ma dream

You are ma warmth

You are that dark

You are the light

You are that melancholy

You are at times ma happiness

You are ma esoteric 

And

You are that biggest mistake in me

#tattoo

#masunnyboy

Growing with her!!!

I wondered on myself !!!

The vacation is yet to over. And my little one is at home, all the time behind me saying mamma mamma mmamma maaa.....

The home was all silent, very quiet and calm. I thought she is literally into something, and focussed. So i was doing my reading peacefully. After couple of minutes, little one came and said woww i literally had fun. I was like okay. 

When i wanted to use washroom, then the actual story starts. I went in and got shocked seeing wash bowl and floor. Omg it was filled with water and face wash every where. And peak of beauty is, my new face wash which is bought only two or three days back prescribed by my Doctor is totally vanished. I was like OMG 😳😱

When i asked little one, she said that she tried to fill water in the wash bowl to play but that didn't work, so she took handwash that is my face wash where she assumed as handwash. The water was not filling in the wash bowl so she played with handwash with water all over the wash room. And all my face wash is gone. 

Poyindhi... Poye pochu.. its gone... Mugidide... Katham hogaya.... 😭😭😭😭 Thats my mind voice....

And then she continued the story that how she enjoyed... 

The way she said it, i was just watching her by nodding my head and felt like woww how could children even enjoy with what ever they have... I didnt scold her but told her thats my face wash and it is little a pricy one prescribed by doctor. 

I dont know what she felt, but kept quite and gone to regular work. 

The Sun is set and ready to go home and the moon was almost on the way. And our dinner time started. While eating the veggie dosa she felt very sad and said 

"Amma I am sorry for wasting your face wash. " 

I was staring at her a while and said its okay and continued with dosa making.  She felt so relieved. So do I..

Children are amazing and Unique. 

They just need boundaries with safe And loving Authority. 

I was wondering on how calm i handled. And there were peace within and around. 

I m also growing with her.

#kannammatales