भावधारा

भावधारा

The day to be remembered

for ever and ever... 

The Day of the beginning, 

Again.. 

I know it's a  little delayed

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

Its never late to restart

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

A lot more to travel in this journey,

Yet the day of the beginning, 

Again...

A lot of things are roaming in my mind,

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

A lot of actions to be incorporated or done,

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

A day which has been relived again,

Yet the day of the beginning,

Again...

22.11.2024

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Aruna with Varuna ❤️❣️❤️

What a blissful morning 🌄☀️

It is so good to start a day with you Aruna and Varuna, that too so gently  !!! The warmth from you gives so much energy to do so called mundane. But very essential 😍🥰. Always Curious to witness you. Seeing you for 4 decades and counting, still wondering you. Wondering with your dedication, commitment, Warmth and yes Love. 

Maybe i love seeing you so do i feel you very special or 

Are you really the Special one. 🥰🤣🫣😉

Hey Varuna, always you left me with ambivalence... But today when you joined with Dawn, the day started so blissfully.. and continuing with so much calm within and around. 

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Radhe Krishna

Omg why do i love Radhe Krishna so much ?!

Just loving the Unconditional Love of Radhe towards Krishna.  I was thinking is it really possible to do so. And I literally wanted to understand, experience, Try, Practice and share with all the creatures of this universe. Yes and i was not at all ready it seems but i was surrounded with so much pure Souls who always stood for me (I mean a couple of my people from my friends circle) 

Vamika (Name changed due to some personal reasons) She is the one who showered her pure Love during my early 20s. The one girl who used to present me for every good occasion of her Journey. I used to wonder why she was like that. I just listened to her whenever we met. And i used to be her best buddy. Maybe she loved me so much that i was just listening to her without any judgement. Maybe I don't know. 

And Yes how can i miss this buddy who is always there for me whether i gave him enough attention or not, but he used to be there all the time. Whenever Unconditional Love comes to my mind, only these two come to my mind. They showered Unconditional love even though i was not soulfully ready to receive.

Last couple of years i started getting attracted towards Krishna. Then slowly Radhe started joining with Krishna. Then comes Unconditional Love. 

I truly believe that My little one has come to show me that

" Hello pls look around already you are surrounded with people who are already and trying to show you too. Open your inner soul to just observe and live. "

People say if you want to know Unconditional Love then know about Radhe. 

The internal potency of Krishna is portrayed as Radha.. 

Omg

Now slowly getting some sort of clarity why do i Love Radhe Krishna and wanted to experience. Now i started seeing other perceptions of Unconditional Love 💕

Dwelling with that...

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Its your day ! Day of Amu !!

People say that God can't be everywhere. So did he create Mother's. All my childhood i used to feel you are the Second mother.  Even now... Where i always look at you to moving forward.

The one who is there all the time just to receive however, Whatever Am. 

She will just jump to sort out and clear all the mess 😉 whatever done by me. 

And yes that's why i am younger to you ☺️☺️

She is the creater for me to walk in the path of The life. What ever i wanted to do, where she will be ahead of me already knowingly or unknowingly and the Path is almost set for me to have my Catwalk. 

The Toughest One, yet very kind.

But never shown that she is just creating  the safer boundary, maybe even she doesn't know. Maybe... I dont know...

The days where she used to teach me all the subjects And it was easy for me during my schooling and even college. She will ensure that i get it 😁😉 

Whereever she goes, I would be part of. All the time i was a little ahead of my age along with her. 

I had a wonderful Childhood with You 😍😍😍 

So much of Memories.  How we both learnt Cycling. Ha ha ha i was the youngest in the gang and you guys used to cheat me with extra rounds for you all and i used to get very less. The Margazhi days, omg the unforgettable days of ma life time. How we go every street of the place where we lived, singing bhajans, along with our friends. That too early in the mornings. Its not a single day or two but a whole month, Marhazhi. 

She is An Angel... And yes will become a demon too when i dont do what i need to. 😂 But all the time it was for my Goodness only Nothing beyond i see..

Day of Amudha.. 

The Star of my life... 

It's Your Day di...

Happiest Birthday My dear Lovely Sister 🎂🎉🫂❤️❣️🌄☀️

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The Lessons of Life

The Lessons of Life

The most important lessons

of life will be taught

By the closed ones only. 

Or whom we think that they are closed ones....

I know for sure that

It is too difficult to get connected emotionally

With anyone...

It took a decade plus to understand the same... 

And

I know for sure that 

Nobody can hurt like 

How have the closed one hurt...

Emotionally, psychologically, Etherically, physically

will drain so badly...

Will become cold day by day... 

Then freezing takes place very badly... 

Day by day...

When the hurt is too deep

Like an Ocean...

With no tears or very less...

So do the lesson too... 

Very difficult to decode and learn.. 

unlearn and learn...

And the healing is very organic

Like how Bamboo takes time to establish...

But it will heal one day

And I will raise like the Fire bird...

Pheonix...

Waiting !!!

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Omg, New perception of mine !!! Want vs Need vs Necessary

Omg, New perception of mine !!! 

Want vs Need vs Necessary 

The highly spiritual people would know it. And they would keep sharing it with all the people. And We the People understand according to our level of understanding only, not to the fullest. When we understand we will also be one of those. 

So far I was thinking only about want. Mostly I was doing what I wanted all these years in their initial life. All of a sudden one day, it hit me hard about Need vs. Want. In the initial I was thinking what is that need, want. Slowly i started understanding it and trying for the same. But today it hit me to the core

"Want vs Need vs Necessary "

Is it really Need ? Even though it is Need, is it really Necessary? 

Pondering with these thoughts now... It is so hard to ponder in this and I'm just choked with this, 

But I still want to dwell on that... 

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