I am Sorry, From bottom of my Heart !!!
It was not intentionally done. But yes with lots of fear. You were just flowing, open enough, open minded, very helpful, loving and nurturing. People used to think that you were flirting but somewhere i feel that you were just showing all how to care, love a fellow human.
For me It was so inconsistent because i used to think flowing was inconsistent. I was not prepared to handle such situations and person like you. You were not prepared to handle strong headed person who used to be concrete, consistent, straight forward, but never used to say anything about what actually thyself needs. Thats how i was and now too.
But now, yes trying a lot to accept the help from others. Slowly learning to ask others for support 🙂 Slowly trying to flow like river and could experience many twist and turns. And actually sometimes i enjoy the twisting, swirling. I started seeing the little girl who wants to try everything in very peaceful way with loads of happiness. Their I started looking for you.
So started searching for you !! A soul with so much love, care, affection, open minded, doer !! With the Little child within !!
Was so happy when I found you. Thought you are still same old soul whom I knew. Had wonderful conversations with you. So many memories in our way ! You are one amazing person !!
Days passed !!! Weeks passed !! Months passed !!! Still looking for the little child in you. But that child is locked thyself so interior where i am trying hard and harder to reach.
Healing and Nurturing is organic !!!
But surely will find that little child in you soon!!!
#raysscribble
#frombottomofmyheart
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